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the best summer ever; because of you.

My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.


whispers of summer her story friends birdsongs memories sunrays





sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Monday, June 22, 2009
yeah, it's been one hell of a crazy weekend.

yeah, it's been one hell of a crazy weekend.
saturday:
i think my pw groupmates and i were once more reminded of the fragility of life - sam had to cut short his trip to malaysia because his grandad was about to pass on.. i have no idea how he's coping now; it's really hard to tell, but we're all hoping he's alright. [shin says he didn't reply her message, and he only went 'oh okaz..' to mine, so ><] i highly doubt sam knows of the existence of this little space here, but if somehow you do and you're reading this now, just remember that shin and i will [and have been] praying for you, so be strong, and God bless(:

it's kinda hard to imagine that all we have now is but transient, and that they may be taken away from us any time.. is that why people take things for granted always?

i'm trying not to.

sunday:
haha safra championships = epic. shan't say more already, except that i realised how important it is for your sight to be tuned well enough such that your aim will be true. and how important endurance and strength is; a 37point drop between the two rounds is kinda inexcusable. and i guess i should just be happy, cuz to be shooting better than normal at your first competition is impressive enough, apparently. and hehh somehow my bow's poundage scares people; still remember mildred [the girl who shot besides me] going 'omg YOU'RE DRAWING 32 POUNDS?! my bow's only 25 pounds, and i've been shooting for longer and you're so much smaller than i am! O:' well whatever la haha i'm just glad i didn't screw up as badly as i did during training, and that i finally got my 3-digit score for both rounds. yayy.

what happened after comp was a different matter, though; but i'm not saying any more about it.

it just puts me in a really bad mood. let's just say that no one likes to be unappreciated.

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and we all say that we'll learn to appreciate everything we have before they're all taken away and gone forever, but do we really?

i'll try to; still am.
it's just getting increasingly difficult when the people around you don't appreciate you for who you are, and you get upset with them all the time for that.
7:41 pm
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